First, let me say, GOD is Good. I don’t sign on to this email daily and have not been here in months, so I just happened to be here today to see your email. My advice to you is to do what you want to do, you have earned that right. You are 58, I’m only 48 and quit my job three weeks ago, I have two businesses, a non profit and for profit. I just downsized to a one bedroom apartment, previously I was in a house with an upside down mortgage. My 20 year old son is in college and has his own apartment. He received several scholarships and works on campus. He became fully self sufficient this year because I told him he had to do so. If your children are needy and dependent it is because you are a co-dependent enabler. Now, I know you love your children as much as I love my son, but teaching them self sufficiency is the best way to show your love. What happens to them when or if you are not here? They will survive. PLEASE MOVE TO YOUR NATURE FILLED ENVIRONMENT!!! They will still love you. My son and I are best friends and yes, he still loves me. I hope this was helpful.
STAY STRONG, KEEP YOUR HEAD UP and GOD BLESS.